You have a lot of voices. Once, you heard your voice on a tape that you recorded and it sounded so weird, so different from the voice you know you have. Over the years, you feel you have many voices. The shy voice, the cry baby voice, the evil voice. The excited, the furious, the sexy voice. You discovered they are all different according to your emotions or they're just like holding ten thousand yous inside, all at the same time.
It's only sometimes that you can hear yourself speak a voice that feels true. It sounds like you indeed, but you can't speak it all the time. But you know it perfectly, you can hear it so clearly when you shut up.